Damn the moisturizer! I left it in my bag and goodness! The cap got loose and everything in my bag tio moisturizer lor! I have to wash everything lah.

Had my breakfast with Ronald before going down to the east side. Mamma.. I just consequently travel all the way to Kallang cum Paya Lebar for like, almost a week?

I was taking my afternoon nap at Dearie's when Ronald called me on the phone (he was at xw's place). He's such a mofo I tell you. He simply knew that I'm tired and still ask me to pak billard! Kanasai. But dear and I went down eventually lah. =/

Xiao Wen and Dearie went off already, so Ron and I decided to take a cab back to Bishan and we can switch to the MRT! Weeee..! This is a better way of saving money okay! Cab fare to and fro Bishan cost only 5++!

But hor, out of curiousity, both of us anyhow took a bus we saw that will fetch us back to Yio Chu Kang - Mr 70.

Before that we wanted to walk the famous Red Light District of Singapore out of our wide range of curiousity, but due to the short short time we have, bo bian lor. Sounds sua-ku huh?

And that stupid bus took 1 hour to bring us to Yio Chu Kang. From what I know, 76 and 13 don't take so long what! Why this stupid freaking 70 got to take so long?! We were wondering along, "Where the hell are we?"

Anyway I'm used to this lah. I've got no sense of direction at all. I'm not suitable for buses, not even cabs! MRT's the best. I always anyhow bomb the address to the cab driver and there I go, I find myself in somewhere I don't know. The cab fare's making me worse!

When we reach that stupid YCK, we walked one-bus-stop distance while hailing a cab back home. And here I am, blogging and yawning away.

I'm gonna tuck into covers soon. Ciaos.

Unfolding my memories, images of many things including my very good friends and sisters just flashed through my mind. So, I decided..



Paiseh. It's me. =/


I dug this pic out from My Photo Album, which can be found on the sidebar. So many more pics to be uploaded. But laziness says it all.

I suddenly remembered the period of time when I felt like dying. That feeling is so unbearable. Memories of us just appeared so suddenly. He surprised me with gifts. We sat by the Singapore River for hours every week. He knows me so well that I can't explain. He.. -sighs-
No point for me to go on anyway. He'd just be telling me, "Let it go." But all that I feel for him now is left with nothing. It's memories, not love, anymore.

Is this world really that complicated? I was chatting with Jin Ming on MSN today when he told me that he's going to die. -___-" ..When I asked for the reason, he said that life's too complicated. Abit too exaggerating right? Take care bah JM..

But.

I think my mum's more complicated. I stepped into home 20 mins ago, she started nagging until now. From dinner to using the computer to shampoo to ginseng root water to handphone to shower to studies to EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING UNDER THE SUN MOON. Oh.. Would you believe me if I said I'm not gonna explode? Oh shut up please!

Mummys are always like this. Once they start, they can't stop!

"Oh why, oh why is my mother like this? Oh why is my mother like this?"

I'm having a severeeee sorethroat and it's been going on for days! Dammit. I can't talk, eat and drink properly. F*CK!

Oh well, guess I should go take a bath.

AH. Read the headlines of The Newpaper today - Teacher gang-raped.

Who would want to rape a teacher? She must be b*tchy. =/

Her ride of horror - abducted from Ipoh home, forced into Proton car (Malaysia ma.. Must understand. 99% are Protons). Robbed and attacked by 6 men over 8 hours.

WAH!

Stolen car later found by hi-tech tracking system, suspects nabbed.

ORBI.

I didn't read the details, too lazy lah. The headlines already aga aga told me what happened. =D But I'm still curious to know why was it the teacher instead of some bangalas? They also got a hole ma, different place nia. =\ I'm trying to imagine how would it be like for a bangala to be raped. Ahh.. No. Gang-bang is much better. Scream bangala! SCREAM! I'm evil.

About raping, Mr Bastard aka Ah Hao who raped innocent girl Huang Na, is sentenced to death on dunno when. I was in a cab home when the uncle told me about this. But his facial expression was like telling me to beware of psychologically perverted men. Eh uncle, next time be direct abit can.

Perverts. I caught dear watching porn today, together with his 3 very very good brothers ahhh. Think I dunno. I NOT STUPID! =x ajasgtdhvgfsegfrltdf!!!

"Eh~~ Liang zai liang zai wo ai ni eh~ eh eh eh eh~ Liang zai liang zai wo ai ni eh~ eh eh eh eh~ liang zai wo ai ni~ ai ni ai ni ai ni wo ai ni liang~ "

I was watching the Sun Wukong vcd that I borrowed from dear and I'm addicted to this song. Wahahaha~ Though I've watched it 5584132565841 times on tv, I still missed quite a number of episodes. LOL.

This, is the damn monkey that the show is all about. He's hairy, but cute lah.


And one of the handsome deities in heaven. =D~


If I had half of her looks, that's all I ask for =/


Twins! :D


Gonna continue my show tmr! Muahaha.. Liang zai liang zai wo ai ni eh~~~~

Thank God for this little bundle of joy - Katherine Ting Ke Xuan, who popped out on the 24th August 'o5, 4.58am. Congrats to Jo & Pris. =)



I'm down with a light cough, sore throat and accompanied by a lil' giddiness. Lack of sleep, maybe.

Guess I really need to catch some 10-over-hours sleep. Really worn out these few weeks. My eye bags and rings are showing themselves, pale-looking face even with makeup on. OH HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE??

A pair of sandals and slippers caught my eye at Charles & Keith (C&K). Sooooooo beautiful! They might be common but, I LIKE!~ Dear's gonna get them for me tmr!! So excited! Then I'll be having 13 pairs of footwear already! =D

My darling Jason:
I'M JUST LOVING YOU MORE EACH DAY! I'M SO PROUD TO HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE. <3

In case you are wondering why am I so gaga over you, because.. You made me smile. You are my everything.

Spend the night at Bomb yesterday. HOW BORING! Thanks to Denny lor! If he didn't played 'The Stunt Master', things wouldn't had turned out this way. Yah, and I even had to call up Nigel to fetch me back home! Seriously. THANKS AH DENNY, FOR THE TALKS OF FREE TRANSPORT HOME AND THE CHIONG-ING PLACE U WANTED TO BRING US TO. BUT WE ENDED UP AT BOMB! wtf?! We're supposed to be at Fullerton!

I didn't really sleep last night. Talked to Dear until 5 am and I went to bed at 6. Got up at 9 and went to look for him. My eyes were like closing and closing today.. Giddiness due to lack of sleep caused me to have a blackout and fell down just now. WEAK! Yes, I know. This is the first time I'm experiencing this kinda thing. I've ton-ed so many times but don't understand why I feel so nua today. zzzz~

OMG. I wanna thank someone else for writing about me in her blog! Someone's actually talking about me! Surprisingly, she's just being sacarstic. What's this problem about anyway? She blames me, and I blame her. What's this world coming into?

I've gotta learn how to judge someone. Some people are just hyprocrites, backstabbers and whatever. Imagine how some b*tches you trusted for 4 years and they just betray you like this? OMG. B*tches, and hell yeah, BITCHES!

True friends just comes from the heart. Unlike those dogs, worse than dogs I should say. FUCK AND SCREW THEM UPSIDE DOWN!

don'taskmewhy. thisisjustirritating.

Just keep swimmin', just keep swimmin', just keep swimmin', swimmin', swimmin..~

It's been a long long time since I last swam. My limbs are hurting now. -sobs- Swimming at Xiao Wen's place was fun! Wahaha. I'm probably going there for another round someday.

Look at the fat ME. Btw, I found the flower floating on the water outta nowhere. Haha..



OMG. I look so pale without makeup. And I'm still trying to act cute -.-"

Note: The following is not suitable for readers under 16. =/



Muahahahaha!!

As you can see, I'm preparing for my English Oral, which will be held on the 24th of August. And I really gotta buck up on my picture description.

Here goes..

The lady, or maybe a 'bapok' is trying to suffocate the guy, who looks very much like celebrity Kumar, with her gigantic boobs.
She has got a piercing on her big fat tongue, and she looks as if she's screaming with.. er, excitement? LOL.
And her makeup is no different from Taiwan celebrity, Miss Ru Hua. And I go on insulting her.

*Bapok means Ah Kua in Malay.

Probably the Kumar-look-alike is gonna faint because his face is right into her armpit, and when he feels her neh neh, he just shoots up into heaven. Wahahaha. Or probably he's enjoying the aroma of the armpit. =x

To Kumar and the bapok, if you happen to see this, which I think you 99.9999% won't, my apologies. But I can't help not talking cock about this picture!

Alright. I just had my tuition this afternoon. Still the same old boring lesson. -yawn-

Damn! Time really flies, fast. 17 years ago I was still sucking milk from the nipple, 10 years ago I was in Primary 1, a year ago I took my N's. And now, another year is gonna pass. Soon we'll see jingle bells and hear Christmas carols all over, followed by lion dances going 'CHIK-DONG-CHIANG!'. And months later, I'll hit 18.. When I open my eyes tomorrow morning, another day is gone. *sigh...

Went to M.O.S. last night. Much better than Sparks. Thank God that it is under renovation.

I was reading the papers when I saw..

"She put makeup on son, then let stepdad rape him"

HUH? STEPDAD RAPE SON?

"Mum repeatedly dressed son up as schoolgirl when he was 15, painted his face with makeup then led him to his stepfather, who raped him as she watched. "

OH MY GOD.

"The abuse started when he was just 5 and went on for more than 10 years. "

...

"The woman would hold down her daughter as her husband raped her. The first time she was sexually assaulted was when she was 7."

WHAT THE... FUCK RITE?!

Does anyone know of any guys who uses violence on a girl? I simply despise, detest, loathe, hate and ~!$#^&*@ them. REALLY. I can't imagine myself getting whacked from a guy. A guy! OMG. No matter how wrong a girl is, he just shouldn't use violence on her! Mr J told me of his friend who punched his girlfriend in her face because she was too kp. I was like... huh. Anyone who knows this kinda person, please punch and kick him in his balls, and make sure he screams like someone who is being raped by a sticky old bangla. And if you are one of them, get banged by a car and die full of regrets can.

** Mr J is used to protect the person's identity.

Sorry if you're tired of seeing me changing my skin every now and then. Haha. Accept my apology, pretty please?

Can someone tell me if this font is alright with everyone? YES? NO?

I've got this weird feeling in my mouth, kinda disgusting actually. I feel my skin peeling on my lips and the side of the mouth. Why is this happening ah? Too dry or too heaty? Or am i dying soon? AHHHHH...!

And I'm grounded lah! Shit can? The worst thing that happens this week is, MY DAD IS HOME. Oh my. He just loves to come back at the wrong time, totally wrong.

Mahjong at Priscilla's place today again. Don't ask me who's the loser, I'll get pissed. xD ..Apparently, you should know who lah.

Oh before I forget, has anyone seen Bandung in the colour before? So much of a baby pink! That was what I had this afternoon. I thought the pink was supposed to be darker? I'll get diabetes if I finish the whole glass.


I'm depressed. VERY. Cos I've got this stupid pimple on my chin! It hurts and itches every now and then. It just suck lah. If someone who has pimples all over the face, probably I'll get killed by him/her because I complain over a tiny-weenie one! But you all have to comprehen abit. I'm just not used to it kay? =D

I'm just bored at home lah. Blame me for having nothing to do and getting grounded. This results in constant blogging DAILY. LOL.

Sometimes I seriously wonder what I really want in a relationship. Is it love? Trust? Honesty? Or looks? I've thought of this for quite a long time and I reaslied that looks are not really that important, at least be presentable. Agree? Trust and honesty is a MUST to me, for I hate to be deceived. I've got my partner, and I move on with a hunger to learn to trust, love and care for him like how he feels for me. I love you. =)

Maybe this skin will suit me me better. A simple black and white. Spent an hour doing this whole damn thing. Boo. I've still got some problems which I can't figure out. Anyone knows how to bring the sidebar lower, the picture more to the center? I need help! I can't find the htmls for it. TAG ME. Thanks.

I did my nails myself today. Iloveit.


And I bought a pair of earrings for just 2 bucks today! Cheap deal eh?


OMG. I got the shock outta my life when I was doing my work 5mins ago. CB. I saw the damn freaking big spider on my bed! It's legs are damn long and skinny, and it walks like it's floating! I've seen such spiders but this is.. totally beyond my.. arghh! DISGUSTING! I wanted to slam it dead but before I realise anything, it's gone!! AHHH! Am i seeing things? I don't wanna sleep with a spider tonight!! HELP!!!!!!!

HAPPY 4OTH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Celebration at Yishun was kinda boring today. Was out with Ronald, Denny, Ah Pui and Ah Lun's younger brother. We wanted to head to either Tampines or Marina South for some fun instead of hanging around this damn place everyday. But because of that knnb Denny Lin Jun Jie who is broke, we can't eat any buffet or go anywhere far. __

It's like so damn crowded lor. I've never seen soooo many people filling up Yishun in my whole life. Had dinner and we went to play billard at OCC. My billard skills just suck. But I won Denny. WAHAHAHA. Denny you suck. =/

See! Look like ants lor! Abit small lah. Cos we go up to block and take one. Heh heh.


And this part is just power. If I had taken some multi-shots, it's BEST. Cos it moves like a snake. IT'S JUST NICE LAH.


This is part two.


And ME!


I didn't manage to catch Twins's and Xie Ting Feng's pictures. Too far away. =(

Guess I need to catch some sleep. I only slept 9 hours for 4 days!

And the story ends just like this.. So easily.

He said I didn't understand. He said he was happy for the first week. He said he cherished this relationship. I've got nothing more to say, nothing I can explain. We talked things out the day before, and I promised to try my very best to change my attitude, but I don't have the chance to do so now.

From that very moment we got together, I thought..
"From this moment, life has begun. From this moment, you are the one. Right beside you is where i belong. I live only for your happiness. I gave my hand to you with all my heart. I can't wait to start. As long as I live, I will love you - I promise you this. "

But I was totally wrong.

Maybe we started too quickly, thus not having enough time to understand each other and what we want. When we realised everything, it was too late, too late to take this heartache away.

For better or worse, I really wish the best for you. I'm sorry.

What's love all about anyway?

Mum's in Malaysia and.. wahaha.. I went out all day long. Ton-ed for 2 days but my battery is fully charged already. I didn't sleep at all till this morning! My eye rings are showing.

Went bike rounding with Andy, Xiao Gui, Stanley, Peanut, Christine and Mr-Don't-Know-His-Name. LoL. Had so much fun. Ate Roti Prata for breakfast and Stanley sent me home. Thanks ah. Before that, Christine, Denis and I went to Partyworld for our k-ing session. =D Christine and Wendy came over to my place after that. It's a girl's night.

To: i've-got-phobia-towards-you.
Do you know what you want?

Recently I've been so into blogging. It's so unlike me. I'm so desperate that I can sit infront of ths fugly screen and think about what to blog on all day long. DAMMIT.

My hair's giving me so so so SO much problems lately. It's dry, messy and BLAH. And goodness knows why it's ends are splitting like the '9 layer cake' when you seperate them into pieces.

Someday, somehow I've gotta get back in action to school and check out what's happening over. Probably there are new couples and things for me to be kpo-ing about. HIAK HIAK~~~~ And I miss my bras. Rang up Sebas few hours ago and I didn't know that my antenna is getting shorter day by day can? boo. =P

I really wish to transform into something else, maybe an invisible organism, or something so small that it can enter a human's brain, so that I can find out what's one thinking about. Just outta curiousity anyway. Kies. I've not slept and I'm dreaming already. -__-"" ..Muahaha!!

Arghh. Today's Friday and I'm not supposed to be blogging at this point of time. I'm supposed to be clubbbbbbbbbbing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *farts*

Ciaos.

OOH. LOOK WHAT I'VE DONE. I'VE MADE A FOOL OF EVERYONE.

I'M SO .. sucky. I SUCK.

He left me sitting on the floor crying all alone. No matter how much I cried, how much strength I used to pull him back, he left. I went down searching for him, I rang up his friends, I called his phone, still no use.

BUT.

We're alright now! MUACKS.

I'M SORRY. TRULY SORRY.

It's been hours seems like days, since you went away,And all I do is check the screen to see if you're ok.You don't answer when I phone, guess you wanna be left alone.So I'm sending my heart, my soul, and this is what I'll say:

Boy I know something ain't right between me and you
It's plain to see
I haven't spent enough time just with you
Boy I feel so badI wanna make it up to you
Let's go somewhere quiet
A candlelight dinner for two
Alright

Can we talk about it?
Boy I know we can work it all out
Just give it a chance
Can you think about it
I wanna spend the time making it alright
Can we keep this love?

Some time ago, I love visiting the Polyclinic to get MCs to skip school. But now, I hate sitting there waiting for an hour or so.

That's what I did with NURHANIS BTE. KAMARUDIN this morning. Being the compassionate and kind one, I accompanied her to that stupid place despite my sleepiness and the heavy rain. Applause please. And due to my boredom....


Wahahaha!! And if you've the chance to look at the Ah Neh above, I promise you'll laugh your ass off! Beacuse he kiap-ed his bag's strap on his belly! And it made him look like...dunno what! LOL..

Btw, our kidney is supposed to be near the backside right? But why the poster say it's beside the liver? Being a bio student for 3 years, I've never learnt that our kidney is placed like that:


WEIRD RIGHT???

MAHJONG! It's an addict I tell you. For those who don't know how to play, PLEASE, I beg you, not to learn it. Or you'll get hooked - like me.

Since young, I watched my relatives played this addictive game until I was 16. My mum taught me how to play, my sister taught me how to play, BUT I just don't know how! Thanks to Wei Cai and Wendy, they explained to me in full details how to do it. Muahaha. And now, I'm like a drug addict, so desperately in love with MAHJONG. Damn.

Good thing Jason (Xiao Wen's bf for your info. I've known 6 Jasons already!), called me up last night to play a few rounds today. Yes, talking about today, my house was like.. a place for small gatherings. -___-"..Christine, Ting Ting, Denis, Xiao Andy, Jason, and my BaoBei were like.. WAH! Smoke n smoke n smoke until my room all full of ashes and those teenie-weenie molecules of nitrogen, carbon monoxide, etc. LOL! Dear's gonna die earlier than me for being a 2nd-hand-smoker. =D

Alright. Back to topic - MAH MAH! Mah Mah's a cuter & better name. Hiak hiak~ Gracious me lost $1.50, Jason won $5.60, Dear won $1++, Andy lost $5.80. LOL! Ting, Christine and Denis were chatting in the living room. But I didn't have to pay. Wahahahaha~! It's so nice playing with guys. Profits are mine, losses are theirs. Sibeh good sia this deal.

Xiao Wen went to rebond her hair, again, while we had our lunch at the hawkers'. Ting, Christine and Denis left for AP, the rest of us slacked at Northpoint while waiting for XW. Pris, Boy and Regina joined us for nua-ing session but XW and Jason left for Bugis. TMD! People just come and go so easily. YEAH YEAH~

I'm mad today. Seriously mad. I was recording my stupid voices in dear's fone and setting them as his ringtones. LOL. Fun lor! Haha.. BUT I'M TIRED. Goodness knows why I slept so late last night and woke up sooo early this morning.

And nacarssism (dunno how to spell) is a very critical condition for me. [I beg you, not to let me get hold of ur camera phone, though I'm using one. =D~]


<- can u do this? wahahaha! look like takopachi hor?



I've still got lots more things to blog about, but.. prolly I'll be blogging them in dreamland. Nites!

Probably I'm too bored at home so I've gotta blog something bo liao eh? Hiak Hiak~ I've been playing this stupid game ever since I woke up this morning. Sibeh hungry leh now. But I'm too into a diet to eat anything.

Yes, DIET.

I simply hate it when I hear the word "FAT" coming on me. Some say I'm fat, some say I'm not. Maybe some are just lying. =x

I seriously despise those buggers who laugh at some fatasses, thinking that they have the best figure in the world! What is this society becoming to? Fatasses are human too rite?

BUT I admit the fact that I'm fat. I can't slim down and maintain my weight.

This was my Sec 1 life. Though I'm flat, but I love this slim arm of mine. I look no different from a total GEEK with that Tech Deck tee on.


And.. I go on eating! TADAH! I love posing with hand gestures in the past to act cute. Haa..


Unable to accept my weight, I went on a strict diet and.. KABOOM! I was a model in Create Talents Co. last year. =D


And now, I'm back to AH PUI again. =(

Had few rounds of mahjong with dear, Pris, Bernard, Boy and Wendy at Pris's place in the afternoon. Met up with Christine later. Awww.. I miss her loads. =D ~ My dearest sister..


Taken on Alan's birthday. 21.o1.o5!

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